Sunday, October 12, 2008

What good is it...

In trying to change things. Seriously?

Granted I am a tad under the influence, but regardless.

I'm fucking tired of my life. The way I am, the pushover that I've become.

Lord fucking knows my backbone is displayed out in front of me in the off chance someone wants to beat me with it first.

I'm mad at myself.

I allow myself to fall into these dark patches... I can't get out.

At this rate, the only thing that I have to look forward to is an early death. Thanks Doctor!

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So tired...

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